Brand new year and I'm trying to get a brand new outlook on life. Re-evaluate where I am now and where I want to be. I finally got my medication straight and am feeling normal now. From November till about mid February this month I have felt listless and sad. Actually more numb than sad. Like I was just going through the motions day to day. The only thing keeping me from suicide being the thought of the pain and suffering I would cause my close friends and my parents. Now I can finally say I feel as good as I did last October.
I'm moving out of my apartment due to the ever increasing rent and also because of the loneliness I felt living alone. I've got most of my stuff packed and a storage area setup so I plan on moving stuff into storage this Saturday.
I hope things continue on improving for me. Will update again soon.